I’ve a lot going on and sometimes my brain and body have to remind me to just stop. I woke up exhausted, with everything hurting, and wanting to tear my own skin off in frustration – and after a few false starts ended up sleeping some more on the sofa to be on my own. When I woke back up, my eyes didn’t hurt quite so much, and I went and had a long hot shower in the dark.
An attempt to steal Lady M away for a coffee turned in taking the cub in to Kingston while she did a groceries run – I’m still not quite sure how that happened, and when I revisited it with Lady M later she went pale and said she’d totally misread what I was asking. The cub on the other hand enjoyed getting out of the house because it got him a chance to wander around CEX and to con me into buying some Jolly Ranchers at a specialist sweet store.
He is obsessed with Mortal Kombat and I think he’s hoping to own and play every version there is. To his great disappointment there was a version for the PS2 (a console we don’t have), and a copy of Mortal Kombat vs DC which according to him is legendary as the worst ever entry in the series and which nearly killed the franchise. We didn’t buy it – but I may grab it for his birthday as a joke gift because I know he’ll still play it.
Fortunately I had counselling last night, and so was able to vent and rage safely in that environment about various issues around personal and work life that are weighing heavily. We’re also starting to get close to that time of year so I’m aware that my brain is looking for excuses to feel awful so I’m keeping that in mind.
My distractions in the evening included watching series two of I Am Groot, toying around in Heroforge, and playing some more Starfield. I’m still feeling grim and unlovable this morning, but at least I’m better rested.
Gherrod Haan
I made another duergar warlord that I may develop for the campaign – Gherrod Haan is a bladesman rather than favouring the axe like his peers. I’m taking quiet enjoyment from playing with the sliders to make each face differ and reflect some sort of personality
Penelope Sarangath
I also made a cute tiefling sorceror called Penelope Sarangath that I feel I now need to actually create a character sheet for. They look very happy and lacking in angst even as they unleash some sort of binding spell. Keeping a blade handy with her tail seems to be a fun hint at a practical approach to life. Her token’s colouring is very deliberately in the colours of the bisexual flag, because why not?
As ever, feel free to grab the tokens for your own use and have fun!